Terra's Journey

Thursday, November 26, 2009

TRZ♥ 12:32 AM

I wanna thank everyone who wish me and celebrate my birthday for me.
Thanks for the surprises & present you guys give me =)

Thank you!

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

TRZ♥ 11:15 PM

Days passed more or less,
I light a fag on my chair.
Four walls surround me,
help me I'm trapped.

Work and school in between,
sweat seep in this crack right through.
Contradictions right all over,
tell me not to get all sober.

A box of wonders,
amazed but ponders.
Wrapped in mysteries,
yearns to uncover.

It sits on my lap,
like a soundly asleep cat,
I caress it with care,
who knows what's in next?

Ashes fly as I flick with my thumb,
a fag I draw churns my body numb,
faded colors of a priceless lighter,
light the thin roll with a fire.

Once again I sit on this chair,
fumbled in stress and in despair,
listless to know what's in the box,
unable to break these very walls.

Friday, November 20, 2009

TRZ♥ 2:20 PM

To- Suzanne.
Thanks babe, I know that you always there for me,
But remember don't give yourself too much stress. I'm touched by your words.
Must take time to enjoy yourself too.
Don't give yourself too much stress.
If you want to let it go, I will support you all the way.
We will always be there for you. =)

To- Carolyn
Thanks babe for encouraging me and being there for me. Take time to think about it.
I guess you need time to think about this matter.
Don't keep thinking too much.
No matter what, you still have to come out with a decision, you can't runaway from it.
Whatever decision you make, We will support you.
We will always be there for you. =)

To- Joyces
Thanks niangzi!
Just to let you know, I'm glad to have you as my friend!
Whatever problem you have or what, I will help you.
No need to be shy.
Just wanna thank you for being by my side =)
We will always be there for you. =)

To- AJE.
Thanks guys!
I'm happy to know you guys=)
We will always have one another. =)

TRZ♥ 2:11 PM

Wednesday night, when i got admitted to the hospital.
I felt very scared.
Luckily I got my mum who accompany me and my wonderful friends who has been encouraging me.
Next morning, I can finally get to be discharged.
Doctor given me 2 days MC.

Nothing is better then "home".
I have been staying on bed for the whole 2 days.
Body shivering , hands shaking, giddiness and vomited.
I have been thinking, how can i ever forgive you.

Monday, November 16, 2009

TRZ♥ 11:14 PM

TR, Stay strong alright!

Friday, November 13, 2009

TRZ♥ 10:37 PM

I just wanna blog awhile before i go and sleep.

Today lesson was kind of okay.
Just that today i wasn't really in a good mood.
I just feel so tired.
But I wanna thanks the people around me =)
They made me happy.

But still, I feel so tired, and yet the pain is killing me.=/

Tomorrow is class outing & I can't wait for it!
It's being so long since we last saw one another. =)
Sunday might be going with alicia and company..

Ohh ya, wednesday I'll be going to the aikido training!
I'm going there to see.

I wonder if I join will my condition affect me?

I just feel that I could collapse anytime.

Monday, November 9, 2009

TRZ♥ 12:45 AM

Sunday, November 8, 2009

TRZ♥ 11:28 PM

I'm not going to australia anymore =/

TRZ♥ 10:23 PM

Went chomp chomp with buddies!
Yummy Yummy!
After that, we went to AMK Hub to watch Paranormal Activity at 11.30pm ^^
Thanks for the "Mini" surprise =)
So after the show, the 7 of us walked back to serangoon.
Although it's kind of long, that's laughter and music..
haha...
When we almost reached serangoon, I heard a kitten meowing.
Then when we turn back , all of the sudden there is this orange kitten pop out..
It's so cute lah!! o.o
So we went to the nearest HDB block and feed it.
It's so cute lah.
It likes to climb on my jeans and then up ! >.<
So cute lah!
I got took a video of it!

After that, I went off around 4.30 am.
Oh ya, I saw Alvin talking to his friends at the bus stop, so qiao!
=)
I miss "kitty". =/
I really love cats!
Oh ya, Mum finally allow us to have a dog.
BUT.
It's a life time commitment.
Should I or Should I not?
But then, I have to pay everything myself =)

Thursday, November 5, 2009

TRZ♥ 11:35 PM

30 mintues & 20 more days =)